It has been an odd past couple of weeks. I’ve been highly unmotivated and beyond bored. I usually hate when people say “they’re bored” because I always want to tell them to do something about it. It’s weird though. I’m bored with my life, yet I feel so unmotivated to do anything about it. Until today, that is.
I believe I found a job. We’ll see. It’s still up in the air. It’s really difficult to find a job in Tucson these days- let alone anywhere. I’ll keep ya posted on the latest job news.
It’s official. I’ll be home for Christmas on the 15-26th. I’m excited, yet semi-apprehensive. It will be so nice to see my family and friends…. I’ve really been missing my nieces and nephews. They all seem so big. I hear Emma is starting to wear a little make-up. Weird…. I’m slightly apprehensive because it will be my first Christmas without my Dad. And the first time for me to be home since he passed away. There’s just a lot of memories there and this will be the first time for me to really face them head-on. But shh… don’t tell my mom. She likes to worry about me.
The Church is doing wonderful. It is growing, people are coming to know Christ every week. It’s amazing. Really. Lives are being changed. How cool, right?
My cell phone died. I will hopefully be getting a new one tomorrow…. with a new number, so be ready.
oh, and I’ve been taking sleeping pills the past 4 nights. I’ve been having issues with sleeping for about 4 or 5 months. I finally gave in. But, as you can see, it’s nearly 3 AM and I’m still awake. hmm… have I overcome the sleeping aids? I think so….
That’s all I have for now. I’m going to try to keep this updated on a regular basis from here on out. Kim Waldron and Shannon Ramey are quite the inspiration.
Bai,
We need to get together when you are home. Promise me – this will come true.
I love you.
Jess
P.S. I wish you could sleep better.
job? a lot has happened since your phone died. crap.
in order for sleeping *aids* to work, you have to do some work also. This means structuring a normal sleep pattern for yourself with a regular bedtime and unwinding rituals.
or you could take legit sleeping aids that require Rx. I hear ambien is a sure thing every time.
i have a different blog for mere mortals. it’s on blogspot. take away that link.
keep it coming.
i’m expecting more posts.
Good to hear from you! I was wondering what happened to my cousin.
Sorry you’re not sleeping well. That tends to make life stink.
We’re excited to see you soon.
Just to clear up the make-up issue. It has already passed… thank goodness. We allowed Em to wear lip gloss and mascara only. But as soon as she realized that you had to put soap on your eyes to get the mascara off… she was done with that. The lip gloss followed shortly thereafter.